Uninspired today, right now. Must be the weather :) It's exhausting-ly capricious and difficult to keep up with.
Visited school today for a fair, met a lot of old friends, caught up some, had fun some. However just came home uninspired. Lots of statuses on Facebook about how they want to go back to school, yay school etc. But I don't feel the enthusiasm. Which is ironic actually because school is probably the only place where I felt completely at ease, in control, and totally belonged. However, I have no trouble severing ties with parts of my life that end. I always look at it as a part of the great circle that is life, so amid the tears and fears of everyone else, I am calm, unfazed, and ready for Chapter Next.
There's a rom-com streaming though, and a friend coming home for a sleepover. I cling to these to be satiated, if not completely inspired.
Visited school today for a fair, met a lot of old friends, caught up some, had fun some. However just came home uninspired. Lots of statuses on Facebook about how they want to go back to school, yay school etc. But I don't feel the enthusiasm. Which is ironic actually because school is probably the only place where I felt completely at ease, in control, and totally belonged. However, I have no trouble severing ties with parts of my life that end. I always look at it as a part of the great circle that is life, so amid the tears and fears of everyone else, I am calm, unfazed, and ready for Chapter Next.
There's a rom-com streaming though, and a friend coming home for a sleepover. I cling to these to be satiated, if not completely inspired.
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